Friday, September 17, 2010

hrmm...my life jz like black and white...

wat a sad life when u gonna face to the world tat u are not gonna b c colour again...in other meaning is just being alone...not to emo ryt my sentence? hahaha..

wat i just wanna split it out at here is just wanna to say..im kz oni wanna sum attention from sum body...bt whn i do tat..is like a cruel time for me..y? coz people will owez think tat im freaking annoying...
wanna to talk to sumbody..no body will hear it clearly...
wanna to show to sumbody..no body will c it wisely..

who am i realy? jz a guy wit da colour blind eye...
jz can c black and white..
is a awful day by day i gona b face to..
cant even c any traffic lite colour..can even knw wat is green..cant even knw wat is red...all jz black..and white..




Wednesday, July 7, 2010

why??

why i was lik tis in all this day??
 sy semakin ari semakin ssh nak tdo...
ntah apa sakit sy yg sy alami skr...
apa yg sy sllu pikir kan??
kebykan sy memikir ttng c "DIA"...
"DIA" sllu wat sy senyum...sllu teman sy..
sejak start ni sem...kami jrng dah bersms...
jmp pn x sllu...n "DIA" byk asgmt nak d bt..."DIA" stndt yg cermrlang..
bkn lar mcm sy ni...
sy bkn lar llk y bgs..sy xtau apa2..cma tau men magic ja...
xtau xtrm game...xtau men instrument..apa pn x tau..
sgh sedih bla pkr blk..
hehe..
tp sy hepy sgt bla ada dy muncul kat dpn sy and ucap I LOVE U ngan sy..n cium pp sy yg berjerewat ni
hahaha..
ni ari sabtu...sy ada performance kat LOK YUK...and skr ni dy tgh jamming ngan kwn2 dy d kk..
sy sgt risau gla ngan dy..
pelbgi benda yg sy pikir kan...nape? sbb sy terlalu LOVE kat dy..dy lar gadis yg btl2 trima sape diri sy..
pratikal nak dkt dah...n kami lg lar akan jrng berhbng..
sy risau yg dy akan lapkan sy...
sy sllu risau kan dy..sllu nak dy teman kan sy...sy ni kuat cntrl ka??
sy cma tkt kehilangan dy...sbb tu lar sy terlalu cntrl dy...sy tkt alami skt ati lg...
sy btl2 nak dy dgn sy...
bla dy senyum...btl2 bt sy lega and hepy...btl bt sy rsa bhgai...nape? sbb dy seorg gadis yg btl2 bek dgn sy.,
wlpn kkdng dy sllu marah sy..x lyn apa yg sy tgh ceritakan..tp sy rsa hepy..sbb dy teman sy...sy btl2 ska bla dy sms sy dgn penuh perhatian..sejak dy beli hp bru dah...kami jrng dah sms..napa? sbb dy tkt hp dy rosak..
n97..rm1900..kalo sy..pn tkt jga...mahal gla tu...hp sy pn bru rm900..ari tu hp dy jth.lg lar..hp dy trus jd unstabil..sy nak apa?? ntah...sy nak dy...sume nya..
hehe..tamak kan..hahaahaha...
mcm mna pn//sy ttp cintakan dy..XIRA ANDREA MARCUS..ME YAP ZUN FEN SO LOVE U TILL DA DAY I DIE!!!

Thursday, July 1, 2010

hah?

napa sy ni...
dibelungi dgn masalah2 yg berkaitan dgn band lg?..
napa sy x open mcm llk len?..
nape fikiran ku mc kuno mcm org dlu2 yg x bg bini mereka kuar p keja??...
napa sy blh jd begini?...
mc trauma?..
btl..mmg mc trauma...ttng dlu?..
dlu sy dgn ex sy gaduh sal band jga..
sejak situ..sy x lg percaya org yg ada band and gf sy akan join diorg..
ya..mgk ko ckp mereka bek..tp diorg ttp llk..1 band sekurang2nya ada 4 org..
3 llk and 1 ppn..p jamming..sy btl2 risau dgn keadaan begini..
diorg ttp llk bha..and gf sy tu ppn..
gf sy blh dikatakan naif..dy tgk org dr luar..kalo dy rsa okie..okie lar tu..
sy ni len..sy btl2 x dpt trima sume ni..
sy btl2 x ska dy join band...sy btl2 xska..sy risau dy..
sy terlanpau jeles bha,...ee...napa sy ni...bingung!!
mlm lg tu besok mereka p jamming..aduh..mlm!!! napa!! harap x dpt lar p...
sy btl2 x ska owh!!!!
im sorry...

Sunday, May 23, 2010

Stupid..

i owez think tat im stupid...
y i owez think lik tat?
i smtym owez talk till can make sum ppl hate or pissed of me..
y my mouth so bad? y i owez make ppl angry?
im slow..
bt how stupid i am..i still can think straightly..
bt whn too straight..
will owez being cheated..
tats y i got 1 good and caring girlfriend name XIRA ANDREA MARCUS..
she owez guide my road..
she owez teach me..
she owez scold me to da good..
bt smtym is my fault..
i talk lik nothing..tiz can make she angry and pissed off to me..
she dnt lik me talk yg xda2..
i owez think..
wat topic yg got meaning..
tats y im too slow..
i love she..she love me..
mie..plz 4gv dee..owez make mie marah...

Saturday, May 22, 2010

Today...beach?

wow..
today is so best day I ever had b4..
ur all knw y? coz 2day I can dating wit my lao poh!..
not oni tat..mny thing tat happen witout our mind..
1st..whn i otw to fetch my lao poh..i drive so fast..wan rush tym..sddly i got sense tat sum1 ask me to drive slow..thn i slow down til 60km/h..sddly got da kerbau lari limpas da jln..i was panic so much..n if i drve fast..sure i ody in Hospital ody nw..
2nd..whn i go take isi minyak da car so slow to isi minyak..make me so pissed off man..after isi minyak..i sw got accident..i thnk..if i fast.mayb is me tat da person..
3rd..whn near kolombong dy..is rain..i think..y plak today rain..is not suppose to rain today..after pick my lao poh..da rain sdly stop..til to kk..
4th..and so weird today c Momoi go kk..it make us no nit spend to much tym 8 inanam..wow..after tat she 4low us go CP..
5th..c TeQa oso 8 CP..is mean no nit i rush to Servay terbakar dulu thy..so lucky man..
6th..and sddly my lao poh smile to talk wit me..dee!! we no nit mit Jim at Tg aru dy..he 8 here mkn..wow..is mean +++ our tym 2gether..whn we go bac to car to take his Macaroni..we saw RM4 on da floor..wow..in my mind..wan take..bt i think..if after take trus bad luck..how? after rungut2 wit my lao poh..she ask me go take..after take..we decide dnt wan lar..she thn jz throw on da floor bc lik da Millionaire..hahaha...cool man..
7th..after gv him da Macaroni..nxt point is mit mei2..bt after in car dy..we t4get buy c Aboo pnya donut..suck man..coz him..we gona round da warisan 4 tym..ee!..
8th..after buy tat..we direct go Tg Aru..thn we saw c mei2 from air port,.mayb jz take plane from her school..hahaha..anyway we can mit she at da tym..haha..ni ari 1st tym npk c Lalaw ka? ..hahaha..tp okie lar..
9th..after tat..we go picnic they beach..wow..wlpn picnic not so mewah..bt we both hepy..hehe..laugh2 and smile2..and talk about KACANG LUPAKAN KULIT..
10th..after we eat..we wana go c mega long..to view da new hypermarket..eheeheh..after tat we go city mall to walk2..hehe..we buy drinks at SAN FRANCISCO..wow..nyam2..
today is our lucky and hepy day! rili!! wlpn at cp they whn i talking wit u..u bz sms n dint hear anything wat i said..i dnt angry jga..coz i can c u smile and bisde me..hehe..i love u so much.. mie..da batik cake so nice and da macaroni..wow!!! nyam2!!

Monday, May 10, 2010

why...i love u...

why i will love u since da 1st tym i saw u at gaya street...
that tym i was da 2nd or 3th sem at ATiC..
i was trully lik to go cc play some games..and i saw u wit ur bf at cc..wah..tat tym i fel u so cute and chix..
honestly..i always ejek2 u..haha..wit joey lar..hehe..tat tym me so nakal kan...and so ngam tat tym i got conclict wit my ex..
whn da 1st tym u add me at tagged..
wa..i saw ur pix..so sweet u knw..rili..
in my heart i got da feeling to u..bt i scare to take action..because tat tym u got bf and i got gf...
since v playing msg2 at tagged..i fel so syok tiz..
every evning or nyt check inbox must got ur msg...so hepy to read ur msg,...
and talk about chinese tea ping
hahahah...wat da thng u make fal to u is..u care me..u understnd me..u knw who i am..u accept me who i am..
u teach me to do smthng ryt..u guide my life.,.u nvr fool me...u nvr let me down...u are too good to me..
i dnt lik da "joke" tau..tat "joke" rili can kil me...mie...i love u oni...and  da tym u gave me da 2nd chance..i realize  tat u d oni 1 to me ody...

keliru....

sy rsa keliru kekadang...
fel blur smtym...
.................................
smtym i fel..
i dnt knw is okie or not i talk like tat..
i dnt knw whn im talk i can hurt u...
i dnt knw my word can even make u so pain inside...
i smtym fel so childish...
owez fel tat i owez ryt...
y i fel ryt tat?
not coz guy...is coz im bunguk smtym...
mie...dee owez kc low my voice whn talking wit mie...coz dee dnt wan fight wa..
smtym mie mcm dnt wan layan dee...uinah..pnya dee bergegar..
and da teori of v eachother not ngam...
jz vanish tiz teori k mie..4 dee..v fight tiz much not wat..
v fight jz becoz our emotional control us tat..
mie..evry my blog is about love...love 2 mie..mayb mie fel bored to read
bt.wat dee said inside here iz through from my HEART...
我爱你...

Friday, May 7, 2010

10...meaning ful 10...

10...wat i want to say about tiz special 10?
10 is me and xira da 10 month anni couple..
10 thing special about Xira..
    1. she so sweet..
    2. she owez take care of me...
    3. she never give up on me..(but sometime nearly lar) hehe..
    4. she owez make me so wory in wat thing she do, whr she go and dnt eat... haha
    5. she owez make me smile whn i driving...hehe
    6. she so manja, manja til can berguling on da floor.hehe
    7. she owez try da best to do somtin tat can make we proud..and nvr giv up doin some work
    8. she so lik musix...sometime i rili dnt knw wat kind of musix is her fav..hahaha
    9. she so crzy!! can owez fly high lik da piggy tat i gave her..hehe
   10. she is da best girl i ever meet..
10 thing that she owez lik to do...
    1. she lik to eat fries...
    2. she lik to drink milk b4..bt nw less dy..hehe
    3. she lik to laugh lik a crzy gal..bt da laugh owez make me more love her...
    4. she lik to make me geram!!!
    5. she so lik to eat terung..no terung mean no lunch and dinner sometym.hahahahaha
    6. she so lik clean..owez wan all thing clean...if not clean mean gonna col 911..hahaha
    7. she so lik to make me smile in da car while i driving on da road..she say "dee".."i love us so much"
    8. she so lik to rebut bayar smthing wit me..hahaha
    9. she lik to cook...western cuisine is her fav!!..
    10. she so lik to being my wife n having a 12 twins 2gethr..hahaha
AND HERE I WANNA SAID..I LOVE U SO MUCH MORE!! more than this 10 month...n goona continue to love u n love u...n never give up whit mie!!! i lik who mie are..and mie is mie!!! mumy pig!!

Monday, April 19, 2010

Tamak kan sesuatu...

saya mo kan 100% cinta...
saya mo kan 100% kasih n sayang...
saya mo kan 100% kna marah..
saya mo kan 100% kna pukul..
saya mo kan 100% kna jga..
saya mo kan 100% kna tampar..
saya mo kan 100% kna peluk..
saya mo kan 100% kna kiz..
saya mo kan 100% perhatian dari ko..
saya mo kan 100% dari ko ja...ssh ka sy ingin memiliki ko..tiap mlm sy rsa enjoy ckp fon dgn ko..sy dgr crita ko..sy rsa epy..n kdng2 kin sakit ati jga..cma..kta perlu lar OPEN.. pah yg sa mo sampai kan msg.. cma 1 ja.. saya tdk penah sia2 kan dri mu..ko slalu beri sa kekuatan tuk hidup, berjaya, senyum..ko slalu mrh sy sbb ko risau sa..ko slalu nangis..kerna terlalu ciintakan sa.. nape kian ari..sa rsa len.. rsa kan sa ingin pergi jauh dri dunia ini.. kta slalu gdh pasal fb.. kerna sikap cemburu sa ke tahap dewa.. sa slalu mencari kesalahan ko d fb.. sa dk tau knp ni harus berlaku..sa mgk terlalu penting kan diri..siapa ka sa.. nape saya mjd gni.. nape sa ssh sgt jd bf yg OPEN bg ko.. sa cma tkt akan ko lepaskan sa.. sa tkt merasai sakit d ati yg amat tu.. sa tkt menghadapi kembali peristiwa dlu.. sa ingin berubah tuk mu... ign berubah menjadi bf yg sempurna bg mu.. ingin berubah bf yg trima sape diri mu yg sebenarnya.. n.. SAYA CUMA CINTAKAN KO SAHAJA...

Sunday, April 18, 2010

wHy...NApE...

nape saya rsa x brgna sgt...
nape setiap tindakan yg sa lakukan ni adalah salah..
nape sume tindakan sa hanya mbt kan semua hal mjd huru hara...
nape sy rsa len2..
sy cma mo hdp bahagia dgn dy...
mgk ssetengah yg sy halang dy bt dy rsa sakit ati..
tp sy bt gni adalah tuk kebaikan dy..
bkn dy x pndi jga dri..
tp sy risau org di sekelilingnya..krna yk org2 yg membahaya kan
zaman skr len dri dlu...llk skr hanya mau kan sex..
dy npk kuat..tp dy agak lemah..
bkn sy ejek..tp saya cma mo pasti kan dy selamat...
tapi nape tiap ari sa rsa dri ni makin rsa bslh??
ptt kah sy biar dy lakukan apa2 yg dy nak??
ptt kah sy biar ja dy pg??
sa mengaku yg sy mmg kuat cemburu..
sy cma terlalu cintakan dy...
cma mo pasti kn dy selamat d cc ku..
sa xda lg sesiapa selain dy..
hanya dy ja memahami ku sgt... ..
i love u Sweetpie...love u so muchhh...

Monday, March 29, 2010

DIzzy..

Im too dizzy...
thinking of wat??
wanna something??
wanna eat something??
why were tat happen??
here da thing happen whn u r truly love tat person so much...
da longer v love da person, da more v care of her..
da more v care of her, da more v scare she leave us...
i trust her, so trust...
bt da jealous inside me make feel so uncomfortable...
she hv many guys fren...
tats y it make me fel wanna die whn she so amicable wit them...
bt i rili wanna b a open guy tat owez b beside her n support her...
i muz b a gud bf tat dnt think too much in tiz thing...
coz she rili2 love me and non-stop to loving me...
she care me so much...
she miz me every single of da tym i ticking...
i knw she so lik go gig..
bt i so hard to let she go thy..
coz y??
coz thy got many guys tat dnt knw wt thy move...
or got any bad plan to do on my gf...
i jz so worry of u...
rili2..
iz too hard 4 u if i ask u a favor to dnt go again..
bt i do tiz all thing is 4 ur own gud n us...
im sory coz too control u...
i love u so much...
7.7.09 v kapel...
start frm tat day i can accpt who u r...
bt i hard too accpt tat u too carzy of gig...i still cant acpt tat...im sowie...
n..
i oso so dumb coz i so highly jealous of u whn u r owez coment a guy...
im so dumb of tiz...tats ur fwen...y i will think tat...
u r mine dy...u wont be other guy property,, i knw u wil be wit me till da day i die... 

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

...Moon & Sun...

ini hanya 1 cerita d antra 2 ekor brng..
haha...brng betina ni nma dy c Moon..brng  jantan ni plak adalah c Sun..hehe..
moon n sun ni lma dah slalu..coz mereka ni kapel yg sweet... c moon ni pndi sgt terbang..n c sun ni plak pndi sgt bt sarang..haha... 1 day..c moon tggu sun blk d sarang..tp c sun x blk2 pn...c moon pn p cri n cri...tp still x npk...sehgga dy terdgr c sun minta tlng...c sun tlh dlggr keta..n sayap dy telah patah..burung yg telah kehlgan sayap adalah plng sedih..krana sayap lar membt brng terbang..lepas c moon lihat sun tkapai2 d jln...moon pn terus terbang 
terus ke sana... moon ckp...bthn sun...ko akan slmt..!!! 
 tp sun telah cedera teruk.. sun memberitahu moon..moon..jga diri bek2 k..terus terbng tggi...moon akan npk sun bla moon terbng tggi.. moon telah menangis.. sun x smpi ati tgk moon nangis...n sun telah ckp..moon..i love u...whn mrng u wait da sun rise..u will c me fly around u..whn wait sunset..u wil wit me in our castel bird nest.. moon telah senyum..x lma..ada kreta menuju kemari..sun telah srh moon terbng!!! tp moon x sggp!! tp sun telah menolak moon..moon telah terbuang ke tepi jln..dan sehgga mun telah mati d lggr..moon telah menagis yg hanya mapu melhat sun d lggr..selps kejadian tu.. moon hanya stay d sarang yg d bt olh sun..kerna sarang tu lar yg menyatukan mereka berdua...(sayangi lar teman anda sblm terlambat)